a hole in my chest, a mask on my face
1/23/2005 11:12:00 PM 0 Comments »
sigh..tomoro's monday. yup, the weekend was short, as usual.
saturday's highlights were visits to some eid open houses, some snow, and the 6th anne of green gables book. ct and i went to kak jua's house to have her delicious roast chicken and elmi's tasty dessert. then we went to mu'azzah house to eat some more good food; nasi minyak, sate, kuah kacang and caramel cakes. a big big thank you to our hostess. it was snowy when we left mu'azzah's house, but i managed to drag ct to town to get the 6th anne's book. of course i started to read that book as soon as i reached home ;)
sunday morning's full with laziness. i felt a little down this morning, i got my mind occupied with something. i decided to have a walk in town to ease my mind. the town was rather empty, which was good. went back home after spending a couple of hours in town, but i still had this awkward feeling.
emptiness.
insecurity.
boredom.
reality.
mask.
complicatedness.
managed to do some work tonite despite of the feelings that i had, so i felt better, a bit.
maybe i think too much. but i always think too much.
really hope this feeling will go off soon.
saturday's highlights were visits to some eid open houses, some snow, and the 6th anne of green gables book. ct and i went to kak jua's house to have her delicious roast chicken and elmi's tasty dessert. then we went to mu'azzah house to eat some more good food; nasi minyak, sate, kuah kacang and caramel cakes. a big big thank you to our hostess. it was snowy when we left mu'azzah's house, but i managed to drag ct to town to get the 6th anne's book. of course i started to read that book as soon as i reached home ;)
sunday morning's full with laziness. i felt a little down this morning, i got my mind occupied with something. i decided to have a walk in town to ease my mind. the town was rather empty, which was good. went back home after spending a couple of hours in town, but i still had this awkward feeling.
emptiness.
insecurity.
boredom.
reality.
mask.
complicatedness.
managed to do some work tonite despite of the feelings that i had, so i felt better, a bit.
maybe i think too much. but i always think too much.
really hope this feeling will go off soon.
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