My World

not just today, but the whole week has been stupid. i felt stupid. the course has been stupid. the weather is stupid. WAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!

got this 1 person in my group which is VERY annoying. keep on bugging me all the time. i mean ALL the time. bug bug bug. always nk kepit with me. helo!! even my fiance pun tak kepit with me, cos i'm the kind of person who need my own space. MY OWN SPACE, you bitch! semue bende nk same. percaya tak, if i tak tunggu die tuk lunch sekali, die leh merajuk+ muncung??! go to hell bitch! everytime amik history from patient pun semue nk same??! wtf? hangin hangin. bengang. semue nk ikut bontot org. nk pie berak pun nk ikut? (honestly, if i tak ckp ape2, die mesti nk ikut nyer...a ha..yup...it's that bad) bengang gile!

for some people, this is just nothing. but for me, my privacy is everything. EVERYTHING. it's not like i dont like to meet other people, but dont go interfering my life boleh tak? DONT INTERFERE urghhhhh!! i dont like people to know me. dont ask too many question. my life is mine. mine. mine.

i dont like 3 types of people. fine, i am prejudice, i know i might regret this later for saying/writing all of these, but right now, I DONT GIVE A FUCKIN DAMN about that

1) people who have mouth bigger than their head. ie way too talkative people. all they do is talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk AND talk again. fine...i know there is such thing as freedom of speech, but if it's nonsense and full of craps, go and speak to the wall la.

2) people who are ngada-ngada. rengek2. hek hek hek. perasaan die cute sgt. sengih2. try buat comel. comel kepala hotak. fine, i understand if you nk ngada2 with your bf ka, gf ka, tapi not all people??! ngn semue org nk ngada2. this kind of person deserves to die.

3) people who defy the fact. face the fact, man. nobody is happy with themselves. even if you ask Miss Universe sekali pun, mesti die ade something that she doesnt like about her body. note* rare species like super duper confidence human being are not considered here. all my life, i know 2 person who are like this. one in kmys and another one in newcastle. the one in kmys (my previous college) refused to weigh herself (note* at that time, there was a bio project which required everyone to measure their weight and height in order to make a normal distribution chart, oh you know what i mean). that girl, who has a benggali origin, besar gak la, size 16 maybe, she said that she weighs 55 kg and wears jean size 26. WTF? ingat org bodoh? i was in size 8-10, weigh 53kg back then and wear jean size 29. die tipu tipu tipu. i hate this kind of people. same here in newcastle. she used to have size 14, everyday complain psl badan die besar la, gemuk la, tu la ni la, bile waktu makan byk gile. b.a.n.y.a.k. yet complain complain complain. fine fine, i know not everybody is blessed with high metabolism, but a girl has to do what a girl has to do. i used to eat boiled brocoli for several months tuk diet huh. i know some big sized girls who are so lovely, so not every big sized girls are like what i describe above.

you know what? to make things short, pleasant (ha. ha.) and less offensive (ha. ha. again.), all the lists of the kind of person that i dont like, that girl from my hospital group has. imagine. honest honestly, she is really huge, fine with me, she's about shanie's (know her? malaysian artist/comedian) size ie size 20++, but she says she's size 14??! come on, i'm not stupid. for example yeh, i honestly know that my face is ugly, i admit i'm ugly and not good looking. FACE THE FACT! i know it's bitter, but it is the truth, terime je la. if i can accept my ugliness, accept je la your un-perfectness. dah tu die ngada2 pulak. suke buat muke as if die comel la. kenyit2 mata kat kite la (ew..help i want to puke) ew..geli geleman. but bab yg paling tak puas hati...die nk KEPIT ngn kite 24-7!!! arghhhhhh. everything must do together. if i berak, ko kene tunggu depan pintu. taknak masuk sekali ke?!! honestly this type of person deserves to die die die....

the worst ever nightmare (even worse than that wedding one) has come true.... i just received this news. she is my rotation partner until next june. now. june. she. me. die. slow. painful. certain. death.

bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang. bengang.

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think i need some anger management huh.

i just came back from hospital. tired and hungry, i reached home only to discover my salon appointment for tomoro has been cancelled by someone. huh.

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sabar elly sabar. pisssssssed sgt2. think i might go take a shower and semayang sunat or something. really really need to chill out

ps/ elina, aku tak marah kt ko. i just had a bad week. ko cume wrong timing je.