a smile on my face

2/07/2005 05:28:00 PM 0 Comments »
felt much better today. much much better.

it was one of my bad day, i guess.

hope i didnt hurt anyone. though there was a suspicious entry in one of my friend's blog. but i am pretty sure he will approach me directly if i was the person he referred to. well, i dont want to ruin this day by being too suspicious or concious.

it all started with a friend's hurtful comments. then another friend's moody face. plus the horrible weather. and the workloads. finally, an insensitive fiance. well, past is past and i felt much better today.

had a good dream last night. in fact that dream cured the weekend misrableness. it was a sweet one. i told 2 persons about the dream and both of them laughed so i wont make the same mistake by mentioning it here. just to say i'm so happy to see her again. i dont know how i can care so much for someone who doesnt even exist, yet, and i was actually crying when i woke up this morning. i woke up and realised it was a dream and i cried because i miss her. the feeling was again overflowing, but this time, with happiness.

someone who i cared so much (this time she exists and breathes like everyone else if anyone is wondering) is having a dilemma, between 2 guys. which is good, cause if you know her, she's the type of person who is quite emotionless when it comes to relationship point of view. i called her yesterday after not having heard her voice for almost 6 months, and for the first time she talks about her relationship. although it is a dilemma, but at least it is a relationship dilemma. i am glad she finally opens her heart to someone, and hope the best man wins :)

oh how i miss that person from my dream! when are you going to visit me again, dear? you guys must really think what a freak i am! haha...it's good to have a smile on my face again...