barcelona in 30 hours

12/16/2006 12:20:00 AM 0 Comments »
helo..selamat pagi.. it's half 1 in the morning and i cant sleep. camne nak tido, dah tido ptg tadi sampai almost 2 hours.. alamatnye skrg tak leh tido la..

anyway, my christmas hols has officially started. had my last day of the term, in this year, yesterday. i managed to finish and hand-in my ethics essay yesterday as well. hope i pass. hope everything will go as planned, amin.

am going to barcelona tomoro. excited? i know i should, but awkwardly, i didnt feel anything. not sure why though. whenever i go for a trip in the past, i would always be super anxious, super excited, but this time, dunno, dont feel a thing. hmm let me think.. oh yeah.. all my trips in the past had involved me going back home, ie going back to malaysia, and of course i would be super happy and super eager to jump to a 12-hour flight to see my beloveds back home. and i just realised that i havent had any personal 'recreational' trip for quite some time. last time i went abroad other that to malaysia was to paris, and that was ages, AGES, ago. of course i go to glasgow every now and then to visit oja (in fact i'm going there again on the 27th of dec) but that doesnt involve a flight, to a new undiscovered country, like barcelona. so at the moment i'm not sure what i feel. should i feel excited? i think i should but there is still something missing. i have started packing, but that doesnt involve much, i am going for 4 days only, and i'm not bringing any extra presents or anything in my luggage, so packing this time only took 10 minutes. where else in the past i would pack as early as 3 to 4 months earlier whenever i go back to malaysia. hmm i have another 30 hours before my trip, hopefully my adrenaline has kicked in at that time..

picture time!

this is kakak saya. die baru bertunang minggu lepas. muka bulat, tapi bmi 19 ahaks. i think she'll kill me if i put her pics here, but i dont care, it's my blog, and it's also a way of me knowing that she is INDEED reading my blog (kantoi..)
anyway, i think she looked lovely. fine, i might be bias, she is my one and only sister, and she has been a very good one, so of course i think she looked gorgeous. well, she is the fair one in the family, and she does indeed has the pure-est of heart among us (hehe). i know we do have our differences, but nonetheless, i love you loads kak lysa! may she finds her happiness, hopefully next may (HU HU i cant attend her wedding! still cant believe it) for she is one of the nicest people i know, honestly.
ok, change topic please. 3 weeks hols.. what shall i do? the 1st week: barcelona. then the week after that: glasgow. though i'm only going there for 2 days. then..lepak la ape lagi. golek2 on my beloved bed, enjoy the companies of my teddies (and my housemates hehe), can masak2 as often as i like (this depends on my mood), got to find some good books to read (ct has lots and lots of fiction storybooks that she recommends so i shall try to read one or two). but i think what i should definitely do is to enjoy this break. it's going to be a hell of rollercosters next term, i'm gonna work hard like i never work before, i'm going to change myself to a machine (not literally tho) so i should enjoy this break as much as i can. i'm going to relax myself, be calm as much as i can, if i can afford it, go to a massage or spa (fat chance. after barcelona AND boxing day sale in glasgow?? super fat chance. but one can always angan2 right. or pie merengek to mama with some hope that she'll pay for the massage. nah. super fat chance).
anyway, i'm off to bed now. not sure what else to do. almost everything about the barcelona trip are sorted. only need to go to town tomoro to change pound money to euro. there's no one at home for me to call. kak lysa is in jakarta now. die SUPER kaki jalan. mama and abah at jakarta too, for a totally different reason (golf trip.. dont ask me.. cant believe it myself). iwan, jiman and meda (my sis-in-law) are in kuantan. maybe i'll call iwan. he's having his term break as well. well, i can also talk to meda about... babies! i am so maternal nowadays, bloody hell i cant believe it myself. everytime i go to baby's shop, kononnye nak survey pushchair for my sis-in-law who is pregnant 3 months, i always, i mean ALWAYS buy some baby stuff, from super cute t-shirts to super-duper-word-cant-describe cute baby's shoes. i've bought 5 baby's t-shirts, 2 baby's shoes and some baby's socks. ga ga ga malunye nak admit... tapi tak ape la.. my time will arrive soon (i can hear azali's shivering.. ahaks.. he, for those who doesnt know, has this 'thing' with commitment.. and responsibility... and view and hopes for the future. he believes in the'present' only and refuses to plan too further ahead. i dunno.. it's his thing.. but i guess he does that to avoid dissappointment.. especially when he is engaged to an unpredictable, problemsome girl.. namely me haha)
oklah, off to bed now. enjoy your weekend!