My World

got this from wirda and elina.

10 IMPORTANT THINGS INSIDE YOUR BAG
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1) purse
2) lipstick/lip liner
3) sikat (hehe)
4) sapu tangan X2
5) tissue paper
6) cermin kecik (hehe)
7) handphone
8) rinafort (ubat selsema power)
9) stepsils
10) air mineral


9 THINGS YOU WEAR EVERYDAY
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1) lipstick/lipliner
2) stokins
3) ikat rambut/cekak/anything to hold my hair..damn hot here
4) my beloved new watch hehe
5) t-shirt
6) shorts..damn hot here
7) of course undergarments la
8) slippers/shoes?
9) cant think of anything else

8 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOODS
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1) KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN!!
2) bubur nasi jawa
3) ayam, ayam, ayam
4) CHOCOLATES! the more the better
5) fruits..rite now..tembikai!
6) actually any food can do la..i'm not that fussy in foods

7 OF YOUR FAVOURITE PEOPLE
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1) elina
2) jiman (my 1st bro)
3) azali
4) parents (mama+abah..cool ppl alive)
5)oja
6) ct
7) nadine

6 OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS
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1) maroon 5 -sweetest goodbye, this love
2) britney! any of her songs will do
3) siti nurhaliza's songs
4) savage garden's
5) kylie's
6) not too slow songs

5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM
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1) ismail! (my teddy..bawak woo from uk)
2) handbag + its contents
3) laptop
4) moisturising cream
5) my beloved clothes

4 THINGS YOU DID TODAY
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1) sidai baju
2) mandi
3) gie pasar malam (+makan besh)
4) browse internet

3 THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT
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1) TV!! (+astro)
2) food!
3) family and frens

2 BOOKS/MAGAZINES YOU READ RECENTLY
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1) cant believe this...but ahadiat akashah's super jiwang story books..>5 books..not mine...my jiwang bro's..
2) cleo march edition

1 PERSON YOU CAN'T FORGET
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1) hm...since kat mesia skrg..think i miss elina the most huhu

hmm...lame tak tulih blog. guess takde bende yg hendak ditulih, everyday the same schedule/routine. bangun, gosok gigi, sarapan, sidai baju, mandi, kemas umah, masak, tgk cite korea kat tv3, lunch same parents, tido ptg kat living room, bangun tido, tgk anime jepun kat astro, angkat baju, lipat baju, sometimes gie jaga kedai my dad, malam kuar kuantan with my parents if my dad takde dinner, tgk depa main bowling gile routine, tido.

oh lupe, F1. mestila BEST! abis itam, but worth it lah. dpt pie ngn somebody yg tau serba serbi F1, mestila best kan. spend the whole day with someone you really really senang + like, so of course la best. takde la nampak keta2 F1 tu jelas sgt, tapi okla. ade amik a few gambar, tapi tak tau camne nak download gambar from a digital camera to this computer. malas pun. tappe tappe, satu hari yg indah akan aku buat gaks.

so far so good. azali makin lame makin best. pusing2 kl naik motor kapcai die. aku mmg suke naik motor kan. best best. cepat+jimat plak tu. comel je azali naik motor hihi.

oklah, ade byk plak nak cite. tapi lain kali la je aku tulih lagi. calo.

ha ha ha
nape la ade je bende yg spoil ari aku. fine fine, aku tau english aku tak power sgt, spm tak dpt a1 pun, tapi ingatkan dgn ade nyer blog ni bleh la aku practise2 sket. tapi bile kene bagitau betul2 depan dahi psl bende tu, daripada satu mahkluk taktau asal usul, dah la anonymous plak tu, mmg la aku nak terajang babi2. ha ha ha. amik ko, aku tulih full bm, ko tak leh baca padan muka. abis ngamok aku delete tagboard tu.

takde pe2 pun nak tulih. aku terbangun kul 5 pagi, sbb alarm clock adik aku terbunyi. langsung tak leh tido. aku tido kat bilik iwan mase ni. ni die baru balik asrama minggu lepas, tapi aku pujuk die aku nak tido bilik die. die pie tido bawah. aku takmo tido bilik sebelah. tak biase.

keje tak bagus sgt. aku kene jaga kedai golf ayah aku ni. baru seminggu bukak. pastu ayah aku cakap muka aku tak frenly enuff. bengang aa sket walaupun aku tau bende tu betul. aku ni mane la peramah sgt. suke wat hal aku sendiri. tapi if ade customer dtg kedai, aku senyum + layan la, wat mcm penjaga kedai yg sepatutnye la. tapi utk pie borak2 ngn org2 lain luar kedai (ade beberapa kedai lain kat luar + kantin), aku tak mo la. lagipun aku bawak buku aku sendiri, tara kisah la aku nak baca buku ape, tapi aku mmg suke duk dlm kedai je. sebetulnye aku ni malu sgt. penyegan. tak tipu. tgk, bile aku bgtau sbb utama + sbb honest aku maleh campur org + tak suke majlis, semue org tak caya. tak percaya suke hati.

dah confirm pegie phukett april ni. pie ngn mama + kak lysa. hopefully best aa. ujung minggu ni insya-Allah pie tgk F1 ngn azali. dpt tiket free dari kwn kakak aku haha rezeki. yg bestnye azali suke gile. die lagi F1 fanatik dr aku ni.

esok ayah aku operation. minor je. ade 2 benjol2 kat leher + kepala die. tapi die kene stay 1 malam kat hospital. okla tu. die tu mmg sebijik aku. tak, aku sebijik die. takmo org care pasal die. die tak nampak sbb kenapa aku, mak aku nak pie lawat die kat hospital (helo..aku anak ko, mama tu bini ko). ha ha kelakar. tak paham tak paham. pastu aku ingat balik dulu mase borak ngn elina aku selalu ckp aku tak nampak sbb kenapa org lain kene care psl aku. ha ha.

minggu ni iwan balik cuti sekolah seminggu. mama + abah suka hati gile. ujung minggu ni jiman pun balik kuantan wat practical die (kat ner lagi, kat syarikat ayah aku aa). tapi since iwan plak kene balik alam shah ujung minggu ni gak, so kitaorg kumpul kat ampang kat umah kakak aku (umah ayah aku aa tu). tapi rasenye nak kumpul kat kuala selangor, duk umah favourite. abah dah setuju nak amik gambar satu keluarga. selalunye mesti tak cukup 6org. so ni bile dah cukup 4 adik beradik balik, so leh amik gambar ramai2 hehe. minggu lepas bile aku usulkan hal ni pade mak aku, die kate abah takkan setuju sbb die tak suke amik gambar (hmm cam aku sebijik). tapi aku pie tanye je kat abah. ha ha die setuju. mama kate aku ni soft spot abah haha. dono nak rase bagus ke rase sedih (cam biase aa tak suke org care psl aku)

so, ujung minggu ni balik kl! sejak ari aku balik aku lom pi kl/ampang.abah amik cuti jumaat, so leh balik ampang khamis petang. jiman sampai dari utm khamis petang gaks. kakak aku ni bendul sket, die lupe plak nak amik cuti haha. takpe aa. pastu jumaat + sabtu mak aku dah book aku awai2 (iye la kan aku ade commitment lain ngn azali kan) tuk aku duk same famili je. pastu ahad pie tgk F1. ahad mama, abah, jiman balik kuantan. aku stay kl sampai selasa, utk aku spend sket mase ngn azali kat kl. ha ha ha

b4 aku blah, aku nak kate yg hati aku rase tak best sket psl hal newcastle tu. dono la, rase tak best. text elina die tak reply. aku betul2 harap takde org yg sakit hati ngn aku. tapi tu la, aku ni mak nenek sket. aku rase aku lupe la nak mintak maaf semue org kat newcastle tu b4 aku balik mesia. tapi rasenye tu feeling aku je kot. aku ni bukannye betoi sgt. ntah la lately ni aku rase sket down. pms pms. yup yup aku rase sbb tu aa. ciao

helo!!
i'm back in malaysia now and am very happy!

the journey from newcastle to malaysia was smooth and uneventful. i'm the kind of person who like to prepare early (arrived 5 hours early at heatrow lol). so okla the journey, penat tu penat, but i wasnt complaining, at all! cause i like to be in a journey, to be on the move. i like to move around, from one place to another, macam adventure plak (total journey newcastle-kuantan was 30 hours!!). and i prefer to travel alone, cause of my preference to be early, punctual, prepared + dont like to wait for other ppl etc most of the time. fine, fine, enough with the journey, it was good, punctual and i arrived at klia and met azali there! miss him so damn much. got some roses from him hihi smile smile. and as usual i talked and talked and talked, and he simply listened and smiled whenever i looked at him. made me blushed hihi

then took another flight to kuantan, after about 1 hour at klia. then met my parents! pastu terus balik umah, bukak beg yg penuh yg cokelat and presents! my mum liked the bedspread i bought (angkut tu from newcastle to kuantan, but it was worth it to see my mum's smile). then my dad also liked the thing i bought for him (rokok satu katon dunhill haha). tapi yg paling yg disangka when my mum liked my lime-green MNG handbag (yup elina, THAT bag!). she begged me to sell it to her! i like that handbag which i bought from manchester, but tak sampai hati when my mum pun suke. then my mum kasi terus2 money tuk beg tu (tak mintak tau...tapi die nak kasi..amik je la la hihi rezeki).

byk bende happened in this past few days. i've just been here for 3 days, and my dad got me a very easy job (working for him at his golf shop) with a good pay, am going to F1 kat sepang in 2 weeks time with azali (yey 10X), my mum suddenly bought me a new watch, a watch that i never dream i can own, azali got a nice job at kl. best best. life couldnt be better. oh ye, my mum tgh nak pujuk my dad sponsor me pie phuket (cause my mum and sis going there this april, they booked it early b4 they knew i was going home). and maybe next week my whole famili nk pie k trengganu tuk jalan2, iwan, my youngest bro is coming back for school hols for a week next week, and jiman, my another younger bro gonna come home in 2 weeks time. and my dad and sis gonna take some cuti from keje for us to spend some quality time together at our fav house kat kuala selangor. best best best best. couldnt hide my excitement now!

but cant deny i miss those frens at newcastle, esp elina. ct and nadine as well. elina, nape tak online? huhu. hope you guys have a nice life there, am always thinking bout you. calo!

am goin back tomoro. will arrive klia late wed afternoon, meet azali (yey!) and then take another flight to kuantan to be with my parents. excited!

we dont have broadband at ktn or ampang, so dont think i'll be that frequent at this blog. apologise!

quite tired for this past few days b'cause of the packings. bought the flight ticket last friday, got the ticket this morning, and my flight is tomoro. i need to empty my room for some reason so obviously there are lots of things to be packed, sealed and put somewhere. tired!

went to wirda's blog. go girl! what you've said is soo true. some ppl are too 'desperate' to get married. with various reasons of course, i'm not trying to label ppl here. some want to get married becos of family pressure, age etc. while there are some ppl who just cant wait to get married becos of the sex. or maybe becos they want to have permanent company. or maybe they want children, the reason why gay men marry. well i dono. do we need a reason to get married? definitely. everytime you want to take an action or make a decision, and getting married is an action/decision, there must be a reason. if there isnt any, then it's a waste.

i hope my reason to get married is becos of love and care for the other person. well, i wont know until my jodoh arrive. i can say i love azali so much and hope to be married with him, but at the same time i respect takdir to the most. if tak de jodoh, you try/pray/renang lautan api whatever pun, if takde jodoh, you cant do/say anything. and i truly believe that. however deep my hope to be with azali, i couldnt deny or lawan if my jodoh, if there is any, is with some other guy. nor could i deny if takdir says that the reason for me to get married is becos of my parents' decision etc etc. of course i dont want that but if takdir says so, who am i to deny?

ajal, maut and jodoh, takdir yg tentukan. full stop. dont argue with the Almighty's decision.