8/23/2004 02:16:00 PM 0 Comments »
happy belated birthday to me...

besok kene balik uk balik dah. sedih? tak la sgt, cume berat hati. everything i own, everyone i love, semue kat malaysia. these past few months were more than great. got closer than ever with my family esp my mum, got engaged with azali, bought lots and lots of good stuff, went to phukett, dan lagi dan lagi dan lagi. wish i had written all of these stuff here in my blog so that i can remember/recall back those memories. tapi takpe aa, yg lepas biar lepas.

this issue again..getting engaged was harder than i initially thought it would be. tu la..i've to admit my akal is not that long. i innocently thought it involved getting a new ring and some new presents like handbag la, kain2 la. then ade majlis kecik2, then makan2. and meet some new people who will eventually, i hope, be my family too. manalah tau kene bonding betul2. kene aa plak telepon every now and then family tu. kene pie kelantan lagi pun, fuh nasib baik dah nk balik uk huh. me, usual me, is not that frenly/peramah/ckp lemah lembut/care about other ppl/you name it. i want azali, tapi tak pk kene amik the whole package. sound selfish kan.

smlm bwk azali pie balik kg kat kuala selangor. showed him my nenek's house, my auntie's house, and my k.selangor's apartment. rase berat sgt nk bwk die. kalau tak sbb kene pulangkan dulang2 nenek aku tu, toksah harap aku nk bwk die. no point huh. azali org first dtg situ. he's the 2nd person who i brought home, the 1st was rozian, my close fren kat taiping who had to come and stay kat ampang for our form5 project. sape lagi yg pernah aku bwk balik? my famili mmg la cam tu. tak bwk guests balik umah. even my family pun tak kenal sape2 pun my frens. ari tu mase tunang baru la kenal who is liza, wirda. kalau la aku balik uk next week, mesti la kene pie machang jumpe family+ relatives azali. cuak. maha cuak.

malam ni malam last kat malaysia. azali extra extra baik. wonder why hehehe. kuar makan lepas die balik keje kul 6. die ajak pie proper kedai makan for a proper dinner, tappe la, makan kat food court pun dah best! die kate leh minta ape2 pe, since my besday die taktau nk beli ape. hahahahaha cuba teka aku mintak ape?? a pair of NINE WEST shoes!! hihihih sengih tak abis2 dari tadi. punyela dari dulu teringin sgt2 kasut tu..sabar tu byk kelebihannye hehe..right timing tu...pastu die beli bunga lagi...hehe malam ni tido tersengih2 la...hihihi

esok azali anta pie airport. sebenarnye ramai nk anta aku pie airport ni. not my family, but azali's famili. tu la...isk..lain benor famili aku ngn famili die. famili aku selamba je, malas nk anta, buat ape la kan nk anta kat airport. aku tu segan. the lesser ppl, the better. last2 azali ckp baik2 ngn famili die, kate aku ni segan aa ramai2 org anta. lagipun nk spend last2 time ngn azali sorang. (sebenornye if la kan ade yg banjir, only both of us yg tau) hihi.

good night malaysia


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